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I am wandering who i am and where i can go ,even what i can do in the near future .Maybe this is a universal issue that almost all the people in their twenties will struggle to think of .To speak honestly ,i don't like english ,i can't find the exactly reason ,even worse ,i have nothing to do with any subject,however ,as an english major ,in this stage,i have to ,which made me depressed and miserable,if i don't ,i can't challege the job ,the whole society.

I feel very regret for the previous experience --almost three years ,no any access to movies,newspaper,listenings in english version voluntary .when i read freefish's zone i came across so many new words ,new phrase that i never know,i become puzzled,why they can ?why can't i ?So i made a New Years' resolution--make full use of this website ,learn english ,watch movies ,read newspaper and so on ,to improve my english .