I have been keeping good mood in regulating my life, yesterday, I felt a little sick, during the night I realized that I caught a cold for it was a little hard to breath with the nose. Got up, I found my voice changed. Suddenly I was tired of thinking of going on work, just wanted to stay quiet and read books or just focus on the new situation of disastrous zone. That doesn’t depend on me, without any other choice, I went to the office. I was even lazy of saying good morning to my colleague as usual, it was not my style.
About 9:00 claudio came here, immediately found I was not in good healthy, and joked with me that he should keep distance with me in order to meet his girlfriend in good status. My attention couldn’t focus on work, and switched to other personal ideas.
About 10 o’clock, my friend sent me one message and asked me if I was free she wanted to see me. Seeing her didn’t triger any excitement, I really lost my power today, she laughed at me that you were a 80 years old woman. I didn’t feel something wrong with my body, just had no desire to talk or laugh. My mind stopped, involved wordless. It was so boring a day.
I wonder I meet a depressing period nearly a week during one month, I know this is not only limited on me. Many people have met the same situation. We need to adjust our sentiment, and do some meaningful things and make us expect the future. In university, gloomy is very popular, the first word student comes out from their mouth when they meet is gloomy. Passed time, void life, impatience on the knowledge made false illusion of university life. How eager we have been to enter it, how proud when we receive the recipt of the school, now all were changed into one evil word.
Anyway, it is far more important to be full of energy.
